Sunday 23 December 2012

Hadirnya Permata Hatiku (Part 1)

Dah lama sgt nk tulis kisah mcm mana aku bersalinkan anak sulung aku ni... tp alahai sejak ada baby mmg busy tahap gaban..nk makan pon tkejar2..walaupon mak mentu aku tolong aku tp takkan semuanya nk bgantung kat dia kan..segan jgk..the only time yg boleh aku tdo dgn lena,mkn xnyah tkejar and mgadap laptop tuk berbrowsing ialah kat opis bile aku g keje... so arini aku tgh x busy sbb xd lagi project yg di assigkn ke aku br la sempat aku nk mengupdate blog dgn kisah bersalin aku yg penuh dgn debaran..hehehe

Ok la back to the topic..and di pendekkan ceritaaa...

Actually 4hb Oct aku dah rasa baby kurang gerak..kebetulan Mr. Ajim nk pergi klinik Kita kat Bandar Baru Ampang nak amik MC.. Alang2 aku pon saje je la nk scan baby skali...sat g doc Zaimah kate 'your baby mgecik la... last 2 weeks kita scan ur baby weight 1.9kg and now 1.7kg.." dup dap dup dap aku dh bdebar dh..sbb selama 9 bulan aku g scan semua nya OK..tetiba mcm ni plak... doc dh suh aku mkn byk bende2 yg berzat..and aku buat setiap hari aku mnm susu full cream (xd low fat dh) and mkn setiap vit yg doc bagi dr awal aku preggy lagi..xtau kt mane yg silap..doc tuh tmenung jp sambil mbebel kt aku (aku dh biasa ngn doc ni dh mcm omak n ank bile dia mbebel) pastu dia suruh aku refer to hospital.. straight aku and Mr. Ajim g ke DSH..call doc Halim (doc dari mase aku gugur dulu) dia suh dtg ke hospital skang..

Sampai je DSH, doc suh buat CTG scan..and tgk heart beat baby dh weak..doc check bukaan x bukak pon lagi..mak aiii mase dia seluk nk check bukaan tuh mmg sakit gilerrr..aku genggam bahu doc tuh..hahahaha
lepas dia check bukaan tuh dia check BP aku plak..spark jgk...so warded sbb dia nk monitor BP and kalo perlu induce esknye.. aku mmg xtentu arah la bdebar pon ye..risau yg teramat2 pon ye..takut nk beranak pon ye..mcm2 perasaan aku mase tuh..mlm tuh doc mmg monitor aku punye BP la..

Siap ada cite klakar lagi..aku ni penakut..kiteorg amik bilik sorang ada 2 katil so Mr. Ajim bole tidur teman aku kat katil sebelah..tgh mlm tuh Mr. Ajim ni trn nk g mnm kt kedai mamak sbb dia lapar..aku pon OK je..tgh baru nk tertidur blk tibe2 aku terdengar bunyik mcm org ketuk tingkap bilik...mula2 aku ok lagi..sat g aku terpikir ishkk ni kan wad bersalin mesti hantu byk nak kan uri kan..aku pon dlm tgh aku sakit2 sbb contraction dh mula rase tuh aku bgn dgn x berselipar lari g ddk kt lobby..hahaha siap nurse tuh tgelak tgk aku lagi..aku ckp aku takut..so dia kate xpe la akak ddk la dulu sy ada kt counter ni..nurse tuh jg sorg ok kt ward ni sbb blk nye mmg xbyk pon..patient pon xramai..nk call Mr.Ajim suh dia cpt blk plak hp ttgl kt dlm blk..hahaha sat g bile Mr.Ajim dh blk dia pon screen la blk tuh..sat g dia tgelak..rupa2 nye bukan bunyi org ketuk tgkp tp bunyi air aircond menitik2...hampeh tol! hahahaa

Ok sambg blk cite aku bersalin tadi...
Esk pagi doc Halim dtg suh aku g scan kul 12..and tgk mcm mane maybe kene ceaser dia kate..
So lepas je scan dgn doc Zunita, dia kate air ketuban u dh kering and perlu emergency ceaser..dia pon check jadual operation room..oohh pukul 2 xbole ada org ceaser..ok la i slotkn u pukul 4 ni..
Nervous gilerrrrrrr mase tuh...pukul 12 tuh start puasa and kul 3 nurse dh dtg siap2kn aku..
mengigil mmg x hengat la..husband aku pon dibenarkn teman aku dlm OT room tuh..
aku just berserah and redha la ape2 pon pasni sbb tau dh org kate ceaser ni lama nk elok, sakit nye pon lagi lama dr sakit yg bersalin normal..xkisah la ape2 pon janji baby aku selamat..

Ok kul 4, aku pon ditolak masuk ke OT room..mak aiii aku dh agak bilik OT ni mest sejuk gile..mmg pon mgigil2 aku dlm tuh dah la setakat pakai baju bedah yg nipis aje..mase dia nk cucuk bius and epidural kt belakang tuh aku mmg tkt sgt2 sampai megigil..aku ni mmg penakut..bile dh dibiusss aku lagi la bertambah mgigil sbb kesan bius kt aku..tketar2 gigi bibir and segala tgn bagai..pastuh aku nmnpk doc Zunita yg nk operate aku tu dh msk blk dgn baju bedah dia semua..lagi la aku bdebar n tkt sgt2,..Allah je yg tau perasaan aku mase tuh..lucky doc bius tuh sgt peramah..aku siap tanye dia..can u lend me ur hand?coz im vry scared (owh mase ni husbnd aku xdibenarkn msk lagi..dia dibenarkn msk bile doc dh start Operation)..and aku try create conversation dgn dia..doc what should i do while the doc doing the operation?? (sbb operate half awake kan) and he says "i think u should start thinking about a nice things such as ur baby??" hmmm aku pon iye kn ajela..tp dlm hati tuhan aje yg tau..disebalik langsir yg ttp perut aku tuh..doc tgh operate aku..sebernarnye aku tkt nk rase pisau mase doc potong tuh je..hahaha tp alhamdullilh tbe2 laki aku msk dgn pakai baju OT semua..aku tanye dia "doc dh start potong ke nje? " and Mr. Ajim kate 'dh' sambil genggam tgn aku.. perghh rase mcm drama beb mase tuh..hahahaha


Ok tbe2 aku rase doc Zunita menarik2 something dlm perut aku..aku rase mcm aku ngn dia main tarik tali..rupa2 nye dia nk kuar kn baby..bile baby dh kuar je semua doc and nurse dh ready nk sambut baby..sbb diaorg mmg well aware yg baby aku ni kecik..and mase baby aku kuar dia x menangis...
Aku mmg dh xpikir kn sgt dh..dr ramai doc and nurse yg kerumun aku td, bila anak aku x menangis semua kerumun baby plak yang tgl setelkn aku ialah doc Zunita and sorg lagi male nurse..Mr. Ajim pon tglkn akyu pergi tgk ke baby..Serius aku ckp mase tuh aku dgr baby xnangis aku blur and blur..kosong sgt kosong pikiran aku mase tuh..and then aku pon siap dia operate and ready to move out..tp aku xnmpk baby lagi..Mr. Ajim pon aku xnmpk lagi.. aku di hantar blk ke katil wad aku..aku blurrr..

Sat lagi Mr. Ajim pon dtg kt aku kate alhamdulillah baby survived and dh di letakkan dlm incubator...Tapi baby kecik sgt2..1.5kg aje birth weight dia..

Ini pic baby mase baru lahir..ddk dlm incubator sehari..mase ni aku belom tgk lagi baby..just pic ni aje yg Mr. Ajim tunjuk kt aku..sbb aku xbole bgerak and baby pon kene ddk dlm incubator..
Met him for the first time on his 2nd day of life (midnite)..sedih kan..sian baby..


Nampak x ada lebam kt mulut belah kiri dia tuh..doc kate lebam mase operate dia..alhamdulillah lama2 lebam tuh ilang..yang tube tuh ialah oxygen..doc tkt dia punya lung x matang lagi so oxygen always on his side bila kita bwk dia keluar frm incubator..

He had slightly jaundice so doc put him under UV light for 2 days..

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Mommy discharged and can go home but baby have to stay in the hospital until his gaining weight 1.8kg..for 2 days papa bring me to the hospital once a day to visit my baby..mase ni mmg aku sedih tahap gaban..sian tgk anak aku sorg2 dlm incubator baby lain sume normal..sehari 2 dh kuar ikut pama diaorg blk...coz kt private mmg xd case yg pelik2 semua nye normal aje..jadi aku sgt2 down and demotivated..

Lepas 2 hari aku blk umah, doc anak aku call kate kalo bole mintak stay dgn bby..yey!!!
Tengok dia ddk dlm oxygen box..

Nampak muka dia sedih mase ni..sian kan..

Aku peluk dia, try bonding dgn dia doc kate..sian dia srg2 ddk dlm oxygen box tuh yg diletakkan kt sudut corner bilik baby..

And then xlama lepas 2 minggu stay kat DSH ni kakcik aku suggest suruh transfer ke government hospital sbb byk specialist on prem babies ni ..based on pengalaman anak dia masuk NICU dulu..so kiteorg pon di transferkan ke hospital ampang...

Okeh pjg sgt dh ni....cerita kat spital ampang lagi menarik and panjang..so to be continue in part 2..insyallah..





Sunday 9 December 2012

Homemade Nutella Recipe

Since having a baby, honestly said i dont have enough time to cook coz my baby slalo meragam...
When hungry , i just grab a few slices of bread and 3in 1 milo sachet to cover up my hunger... I know some of u might have easy going baby to take care of but my baby really cried a lot..especially at night..

But currently coz im staying with in law, agak segan jugak la if i didn't help them in cooking or do any house chores..so i've decided to find out how to make a homemade nutella.. reason why nutella?? is because all the kids in the house love to eat bread with any kind of jem or spread.. if my MIL bought a big jar of jem/cheese spread, its only can last for a few days.. so wanna help my MIL to save money by making a homemade Nutella..Nak beli Nutella di supermarket mahal kan.. so here we go --->>> Do It Yourself!!!

You can get the recipe from the video below..

However, since the blender in the kitchen was not suitable for making this (blade dia tumpul so kacang x hancur sgt and gula pun x hancur), so i have to use another method. Jom tgk!

Homemade Nutella Recipe :-

Hazelnut ( I used almond)
Cocoa Powder 
Sugar
Almond oil ( I substitute to butter)
Coffeemate ( I added)
Little bit of Nescafe ( I added)
Little bit of Milo ( I added)

My style :-

1. Blend almond slice
2. Hit up your pan, melt the butter.
3. Pour cocoa powder, sugar, powdered almond, coffemate, nescafe and milo. 
4. If too thick, add some water (sikit sgt)
5. Stir till well mixed or berkilat and try taste it, if too bitter add more sugar or coffemate..pandai2 la adjust rasenye  ye..
6. Keep it in a jar and enjoy eating!!!

I can say the taste wallah! yummy and similar to the Nutella taste that selling in the supermarket and its cheap too.. :D

Happy trying!

Love,
Fiza


Thursday 6 December 2012

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