Thursday, 19 December 2013

Married or not you should read this..

I found this article on the net and i was touched by the story. Its true, sometimes we overlook about our relationship (husband & wife) because of our busy working life and busy raising our children. Once a while, please go out for dating..Only both of you and try to find some one that can help you taking care of your kids. :)

I copied over the article here, as a reminder for me as well. This is about other people story and i could'nt imagine if it happen to me (Nauzubillah - God, please avoid this).

When I got home that night my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking about divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed – dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.”
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Monday, 9 December 2013

Resepi Sticky Caramel yang sedap & simple

Last last weekend kitaorang takda agenda pape.. So makan tidur makan tidur aje.. dah ptg pas asar rasa boring sangat2.. xtau nk buat ape..Nak layan 'The Heirs' cite korea pon dah abis tgk dan tak sabar nk tunggu next episod.. Nak ajak Mr. Ajim keluar dia demam plak.. So mula aku terpikir nak masak la..
Tapi nk masak ape eh?? nk masak yg senang, simple & cpt..

Tetiba aku teringat kat cerita mak pasal anak buah sulung aku Adam yang gila kat chicken wing orang jual kat dpn umah dia tuh.. So ape lagi mula la men'google' resepi..

Aku ingat kan kene bakar or buat mcm BBQ tuh..rupa2 nya mcm2 version pon ada.. Ada yg masak guna oven je, bakar atas arang ala2 bbq tuh & ada yg guna kuali je.. Tapi bila tgk hasil2nya aku decide nk go for yg kuali punya sesuai la ngn moto aku td yg senang, simple & cpt..

So terus g carefour/aeon big ampang ngn MIL aku.. Since weekend Mak Busu selalu dtg tgk aku borong skali banyak chicken wing tuh.. Xsilap dlm 25 ketul.

Ok lai2 tgk bahan2 nye.. Resepi ni aku dh alter sket ikut barang2 yang ada kat dapur aje ye..

Resepi asal korang leh tgk kat sini.

Bahan-bahan ( 24 keping )
·         12 keping kepak ayam (belah dua jadi 24) – aku x belah,malas! :)
·         2 sudu besar minyak masak
·         3 ulas bawang putih - diketuk dengan kulitnya sekali (tak perlu kupas)
·         1 sudu besar halia dicincang
·         1 sudu besar sos ikan – substitute dgn sos tiram
·         1 sudu besar kicap – tuang aje kicap tuh tak sukat2 pon
·         1 sudu besar sos cili - tuang aje kicap tuh tak sukat2 pon
·         1/4 cawan (60ml) madu – kurangkan sket sbb manis sangat nnt
      Lada hitam - aku tambah sikit
      Serbuk cili - aku tambah sikit nak kasi pedas

Cara-Cara :-

1. Tumis bawang putih & halia. Masukkan chicken wings, kacau, goreng dan tutup kuali sekejap selama 5 min.

2. Masukkan semua sos & madu gaulkan dan tutup kuali semula. Kacau sekali sekala dlm 30-1jam atau sehingga masak dan browned (bersalut dgn sos). Pada pendapat aku agak lama jgk nk tunggu chicken wings ni jd browned mcm ala2 yg org jual tuh..So aku gunakan api medium heat & tutup kuali. Setiap kali bukak penutup kuali tuh, ramai la yg dtg menjenguk dapur sebab bau dia sedap sgt..hahaha

3. Nota : Madu akan berbuih2 bila dah di masak..Jangan risau kalau tengok sos & madu tuh mcm hangit je towards the end.  

Pada aku okok ajela rasanya sbb madu tuh byk sangat jadi sangat2 la time leh kurangkan lagi madu tuh..tapi sape yg suka manis ok la kot... Tapi org yg makan punya review kata sedap!  Owh dan juga next time kene lagi lama la msk nye biar cantik sket rupa chicken wings ni..Ini kes nk cpt tuh yang cukup setakat  dh jadi aje.. Overall i akan repeat cuba lagi yg terbaik..

So ape kate u olls try sendiri ye kalau nk tau sedap ke x..hihihi

Selamat mencuba!

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